WONDERS (MIRACLES) IN OUR LIFE
(my history of success is devoted to Dr Teutsch)

I was born in Krasnodar. I lived with my mother. I was brought up without father. I always tried to study well. I was high achiever getting “fives” for all subjects. And I dreamed…about heavens, about extraordinary career, happiness in life.

I was very happy in my childhood. We used to organizing holidays, festive occasions. I sang songs, danced, draw, wrote poems, scenarios of children’s performances, shows. We “played” school game with ecstasy. So our life was very cheerful in Krasnodar. My early childhood was happy.

In spite of the fact that I was a rather sickly unhealthy child. I was born with unhealthy heart. So it shrank, clenched all my life from my birthday with intense violent pains from time to time.

I had to become an invalid like my mother. I was coded to become an invalid. Because at the age of twenty five my mother got heart disability after battle front of the Great Patriotic War (Second World War). As thousands and thousands of young patriots, boys and girls, as volunteer, she went to fight for LIBERTY and INDEPENDENCE, for her MOTHERLAND, FOR VICTORY. She spent three and half years in horrors..., deaths of friends, bombing...

I began to experience, to feel fear of instant momentary death like my mother. I had constant heart spasms since childhood.

I liked to run. At classes of physical training while running I always started the first striving for victory, I always was the first at the beginning of, let’s say, one hundred meters running distance. Few seconds passed, my heart clenched, compressed so painfully. And I stopped. I could not run out of pain. I was always the last at finish. I dragged myself along ...to finish running. Some time later I was set free from physical training classes.

It was painful for me. I realized that I had excellent splendid capabilities in everything. But I always had to be the last, poor achiever. I always felt some defectiveness...

All doctors regarded me as defective invalid from my childhood. All doctors affirmed that I would not live. I was late child, I was born when my mother was about forty.

Besides heart spasms my eyes did not open for several months. They were in pus, matter. I could open my eyes only after medication treatment and washing. After ten years of living my (eye)sight began weakening . I had only five per cent sight on two eyes. In other words I was ninety five per cent blind woman. I also had spinal curvature, scoliosis. I had pains of my legs, my back and stomach.

That is why in spite of high dreams I had to feel like half-invalid.

There were minutes when I physically it was not bad. But I always felt myself to be the last one in direct and indirect meaning. I always felt some defectiveness... This feeling was very painful for me.

The only light was my mother. I thought that she was the only one who loved me. And I tried to make her happy with my good study.

Later I married in Krasnodar. My daughter was born. My husband was a military officer. We moved to Moscow region. And I stopped feeling myself a happy person.

In spite of my rare uncommon achievements (as they say), post-graduate courses, doctor of philology degree, in spite of all outstanding regalia and services as I studied with diligence under pressing of my mother – this feeling that I am the last one and defective, did not pass.

Even after moving to Moscow it did not pass. I realized that I transformed from provincial girl into Moscovite. I thought that I would free myself from the feeling of defectiveness. But IT SWEPT OVER WITH GREATER FORCE.

I settled in the forest in the hostel of a military town, filled with rats and I began feeling myself even worse. My little daughter, just like me, was sick with different diseases.

Thank God, some greatest inner forces pushed me search. I continued to search and I studied a lot:

- I got REIKI, trying to cure my mother till the last moment of her life;

- I mastered “Ioga with a partner”, led by Lev Teternikov and Andrei Lapin, the best specialists in this sphere in Russia;

- I finished all courses of DEIR, further energo-information development, by Dmitriy Vereschagin in Moscow and S-Petersburg with a right of teaching and lecturing;

- I participated in training courses of Alexander Everett, which became forerunner and prototype of training classes of personal development, awareness, recognition of objective reality truths, leadership practice and team effectiveness which appeared and developed later in the USA. In 1968 A.Everett finished work which became foundation of training courses in feelings aimed at “opening and development of human potential”, “Mind Dynamics”. Later it became prototype of EST, Lifespring, Actualization and other training courses organizations which flourished since the beginning of 1970-s;

- I finished Russian State Academy of state service at President of Russian Federation, specialization: international relations and foreign policy activity. We were taught by outstanding personalities, politicians, diplomats, presenting interests of our state on international arena. I was allowed to pass probation period at the Ministry of Foreign Affairs on Smolenskaya Square which strengthened my qualification, level of proficiency;

- I passed training courses and seminars of personal development of dozens and dozens of excellent experts;

- educational courses of Talgat Akbashev;

- courses of Mirzakarim Norbekov...

And of course, there WERE some improvements. Because I had a faith in me. I hoped for some next diploma, certificate, identification paper, teaching. I hoped for some other universal panacea. Of course some momentary or short-term improvements took place. I can’t say that there were no any improvements.

Of course they were. But there were NO crucial change in my life. My marriage collapsed, ruined. My husband began to humiliate me, sometimes – to mock, scoff at me so I felt inside myself very unhappy.

I was afraid to part with my husband. I did not know what to do. It became impossible to bear such marriage, and I was afraid to stay without my husband.

Then I came to Teutsch’s friends club. I began to rely only on myself. My life began to turn to light.

By God’s mercy. thanks to Galina Nikolaeva, I got acquainted with Tatyana Sorina and Boris Sorin. At that time they founded the Teutsch’s friends club and invited Dr. Teutsch to Moscow.

Due to their influence and of course due to the influence of dear Champion Kurt Teutsch (I participated in his seminars and took his consultations) MY LIFE STARTED TO TRANSFORM.

And later wonders began to happen. And I want to witness, to testify to them.

Suddenly different opportunities, chances appeared… from nowhere. And I began to deal with peace-making activity. I founded fund “Women’s World Assembly”, I became its cofounder . I started to do public social work and commercial projects.

I started to get, to earn money independently, without support of any organization, company or sponsor.

AT LAST FOR THE FIRST TIME IN MY LIFE I BEGAN TO GET RECOGNITION.

For a short period of time this recognition became INTERNATIONAL.

I DREAMED ABOUT IT. ..I felt myself nothing and nobody. That’s why I immediately started to get recognition just from the moment I woke up and came to myself from trance, some dream and when I started to act with enthusiasm and energy.

For a short period of time I began to realize project which other people had been doing for fifteen years and could not get any positive result. Children and youth from twenty six countries participated in creating BOOK OF PEACE. Hundreds creations: pictures, poems, the book itself became dusty in basement of THE HOUSE OF YOUTH AND CHILDREN’S CREATIVITY OF MOSCOW on Vorobiev hills. Nobody knew about it. Nobody wanted to do anything with this project.

I was asked to take this project, and to advance, to promote it. I took it with pleasure and delight. For six days THE BOOK OF PEACE WAS PRESENTED AND GOT RECOGNITION.

THE YOUTH AND CHILDREN’S PROJECT “BOOK OF PEACE” WAS PRESENTED AND GOT RECOGNITION AT THE UNITED NATIONS.

Further as a snow ball, snow lump our BOOK OF PEACE project began to grow and gather strength. First this project was presented at Sergei Vladumirivich Mikhalkov’s Russuan Culture Foundation (in 2003 Fund “Women’s World Assembly” was included into Russian Department of International Board on Books for Young People (IBBY) , later – in Kremlin, State DUMA, Counsel of Federation, in schools, clubs, higher educational institutions, youth centers of different cities, different countries. We announced competition. It was triumphal victorious march…across the countries.

(Фонд «Всемирная Ассамблея Женщин» в 2003 году вошел в состав Российского отделения Международного Совета по детской книге (IBBY) под руководством Сергея Михалкова)

..MARCHES OF PEACE, FESTIVALS OF PEACE. EXPEDITIONS OF PEACE, RALAY RACES, EXHIBITIONS – the project BOOK OF PEACE marched in fifty two countries.

At summits, congresses, conferences in different countries not only children and youth, but also people of all ages, races, denominations, people with statuses and without statuses, from presidents, priests to housewives – wrote about their dreams in volumes of THE BOOK OF PEACE: about bright and happy future, about peace, friendship, Love. There were also songs, poems, pictures, photos, bright, cheerful, optimistic, pure, rainbow.

Twenty six volumes of THE BOOK OF PEACE were issued. They were kept in the BOOK OF PEACE museum in AURORA cruiser in St-Petersburg. International coordinator of the project – Valentina Fatimskaya.

Pupils of Nakhimov college stood guard in honor of THE BOOK OF PEACE VOLUMES. All military institutions of St-Petersburg conducted classes of PEACE, ceremonial grand activities and holidays. They took their oath exactly at THE BOOK OF PEACE museum.

Actually as a woman I was given an opportunity to participate in activities of the UNITED NATIONS, Council of Europe and other international organizations of different countries.

That is why I can acquaint people, for example, with United Nations, bringing them there.

I started to do tourist activity. Since 2003 – I became an author and anchorwoman of information programs of UN radio, Russian service. Since 2004 I am at the head of International Federation of business women in Moscow, BPW INTERNATIONAL, with Irina Voitsekhovskaya.

Besides I helped to OPEN GATES TO ANOTHER WORLD for women of many countries, many regions of Russia. I was given an opportunity to make international passports and multi visas. This opportunity is exclusive, exceptional.

I participated in realization of several projects: establishing business relations Russia-the USA; organization of congresses, symposiums of economists, the best leading experts of the world; global summits of women, social movement “Education of citizens of the world”, “Book of Peace”, “Way to Hollywood”, prepared and presented TV and radio programs for children and youth.

I am one of the founders of “Women’s World Assembly”, which have been participating since 2003 in the work of Commission of the Status of women and other Commissions, social politics. I am cofounder of International Federation of business and professional women, BPW INTERNATIONAL, in Moscow.

In 2005 I was nominated for Nobel Prize of Peace among 1000 women of the planet. Initiator – Dr.Ruth Vermout, the deputy of Parliament of Switzerland and Council of Europe, President of society “1000 women of the planet for peace”.

Events which I did not dream about began to happen. Because I WANTED HEAVENS ! BECAUSE MY MOTHER WANTED TO RISE SO MUCH ! BECAUSE I FELT MYSELF NOTHING, THAT I MUST DIE, THAT I AM WORTHLESS, NONENTITY !

And I dreamed about skies, achievements, peak of self-actualization.

And unwittingly for me DUE TO ATTENDANCE OF SEMINARS AND CONSULTATIONS OF CHAMPION KURT TEUTSCH AND LATER – OF TATYANA SORINA AND BORIS SORIN:

- imperceptibly MY “DANGEROUS” DIAGNOSES WERE TAKEN OFF ONE BY ONE;

- heart spasms stopped since 2000 (they had repeated since childhood);

- thanks to combination with medical assistance my eyesight was restored to ninety five per cent on two eyes;

- my spine became straight;

- so called inhering anaemia – passed, disappeared;

- chronic pharyngitis, conjunctivitis, tracheitis, bronchitis and other endless catarrhal diseases – passed. I don’t gasp, I don’t pant; I breathe easily and freely;

- “dirty” blood of group III with negative Rhesus factor – became pure and refined; haemoglobin came to normal;

- allergy to sun – passed, disappeared;

- I had elephantine legs, I couldn’t walk... Now I walk easily. I move, walk, travel easily. I fly all over the world just as I move in my flat. I am ready to stand up. I feel myself perfectly well. I allowed myself to enjoy sports and fitness in World Class, swimming, dancing in Dala Dance, attending high fashion shows. There are unique designer’s pieces, things of the best world modelers in my collection;

- after consultation with Tatyana Sorina and conscientious fulfillment of step-by-step program of action, set by Tatyana, my daughter diagnosis, thyroid gland cancer, was taken off. Several years after cutting off the right part with malignant tumour, swelling of her thyroid gland – absolutely healthy part grew. And there is no any inflammation. My daughter is safe and sound. And it is a great happiness;

- my income is growing stably from one hundred rubles per month, teacher’s salary of the USSR to thirty thousand dollars per one week. Yes, there were times, when I got big sums because I was generally RECOGNIZED, gained general ACCEPTANCE. And also because I started to RELY ON MYSELF AND MY STUDY. I could buy a three-room flat, several cars, dacha (village ground) and build several houses there;

- in September 2011 Moscow group visited Canada to meet BPW members in Montreal, Toronto, Quebec and Niagara Falls. They hoped to get single visas. Embassy of Canada gave multiple visas for nine years four months. It is RECOGNITION ! IT IS LONG-AWAITED ACCEPTANCE !!

That is why everything that happened, took place in my life, I can testify to it.

At the age of forty two I had behind my back brilliant education, one of the best possible, gold medal of the English school, red diploma of the Institute of higher education (all “fives” for all subjects), I finished one-year post-graduate course. At the age of twenty four I became THE YOUNGEST CANDIDATE OF PHILOLOGICAL SCIENCE IN THE USSR. I had done my utmost, tried my best all my life; I HAPPILY MARRIED, I GAVE BIRTH TO MY DESIRED, BELOVED DAUGHER. Having moved to Moscow, I DID EVERYTHING ACCORDING TO ACCEPTED STANDARDS OF SUCCESS OF SECULAR WORLD. NEVERTHELESS I COULD NOT RISE, ASCEND TO MY DREAMS, TO SKIES, TO HEAVENS, TO HAPPINESS, TO STATE OF FLIGHT, STATE OF SOARING.

AND I WANT TO TELL ALL PEOPLE ABOUT IT. I WITNESS, I TESTIFY TO IT, BECAUSE IT IS A MIRACLE, WONDER.

IT IS BECAUSE OF SPLENDID INFLUENCE OF CHAMPION KURT TEUTSCH AND NOW – BECAUSE OF PARTICIPATION IN SEMINARS AND CONSULTATIONS OF MY SUCCESS COACHES, WHO ARE TRAINING ME – BORIS SORIN AND TATYANA SORINA, WONDERS BECAME POSSIBLE TO HAPPEN IN MY LIFE, WONDERS WHICH I ENUMERATED, WONDERS WHICH CONTINUE TO OCCUR, TAKE PLACE IN MY HAPPY LIFE.

Yes ! I am just happy... I could not even dream about it. Thank God that there are book, newspaper “Your true MYSELF”, which I can read, and MASTERS, who turn and change drastically person’s life and transform into dream fairy tale.

I WISH YOU SUCCESSES AND WONDERS IN YOU LIFE !